I am back!!

It has been probably 6 months since I have truly been myself. I graduated nursing school, started working as a brand new nurse...the bottom of the totum pole, the newbie, the one who "doesn't know anything because she's new." And honestly I have felt like that. I started school directly after graduating and have been back to the books. I have been going to school since Kindergarten. My health has been in the crap hole. Coughing un-controllably for years now, and feeling like you can't breathe is not something fun. My heart would also feel funny and jump a lot. On my days off I would sit in front of the T.V. watching a movie, or two, or watching Grey's. I wouldn't do anything, I would lay around and do nothing. I am starting to feel much more like myself again. I went to an excellent allergist, found out I have major allergies, and a heart murmur, He put me on another medication that has helped a lot...I think, I guess time will tell. I am still having palpitations but hopefully those will go away or something. I am still getting testing done, but for the first time in years, I am feeling much better about the results. I started working on this book called 12 weeks to fertility. For months I have been seeing an herbalist her name is Julie. I have used her herbs for my coughing, and my overall health. Although I like her there was something else that I was missing. I started reading this book and I feel like I am focusing more on each organ, my eating habits, finding time to increase my Qi. I have also started doing yoga, thanks to my brother. It gives me time to clear my mind, and feel relaxed. Hopefully I will be able to keep all this up. Now I just need to get pregnant. :)